What awesome is......

When I get up at 4 a.m. (that is not awesome), drive and drop my kiddos off to filming destination always over 1-1/2 hours away (that is not awesome), get back home after sitting in traffic for at least two hours (that is definitely not awesome), and start to do my work and the other hundred things I do, and my phone blows up from texts telling me how much fun they are having on set!  Then I know everything I do is worth it.  That is what awesome is.